Empty the cup of love

youre my empty cup,

the one I hold in my hand,

the one that used to be filled.

the one that used to be chilled?

my cup that I love.

my love of u has moved up

my love my love i cant stand.

i have u now.

i hate that i have nothing anything any more.

a moment in time that my love is my true filled cup.

and now u showed up

and now u show up in my place, in my my place to show your face.

how I love to wish that this is a phase.

how i wish i loved your face.

my face that is the cup.

the cup that is my wish.

the wish that is my love.

the love for the empty empty cup. oh please grow up!

be silent be still.

for i wish that bees are still here in your face.

empty wish for an empty cup of love.

ewan and his three siblings

makan besar. Ewan letting his smaller brother mizwan and sister, mirra look at his mobile phone, a picture of a caterpillar...heehee...cute! we had a very nice time together, it's been a while since I spend any time with them. Really looking forward to spend more time with the rest of my cousins if possible.

I'll keep you guys in my prayer, cuz I know i'm in yours.

ARMOUR UP CAMP 2010!

HAPPY CAMPERS...hehe

Are you with me?

This is my Mary Anne, in front of the youths... She works in Pusat Kebajikan Good Shepherd. Many people would ask her this question when she tells them where she works "do you get paid Anne?" and they always have this "Oh, you poor thing." look on their faces. On behalf of my fiancée, YES she does get paid, it's what people call 'a job', in case anyone out there forgot.

Good Shepherd is doing sooo many good stuff for all the people some you people out there consider as 'kampungan'. By helping these people, Anne has learned many things about them, how they live, what they eat, how they move around...

After listening to Anne's stories bout the people in the rural area, I have a new found respect for these Kampung folks, and until now, I always wished I had their lives. And sometimes I wished that I work in Good Shepherd for a change, it's like a dream job that I could never get.

It's sad to know that Anne does not get the support that she needs from even the closest people around her, "Geng, buka mata sikit! She is doing the work that is needed to be done!". I personally am proud of her, I'm not saying this because this lady here is my future wife. I'm saying all this because it's true. only a handful of human beings out there cares for other people, it's good to know that Anne is one of them. Anne, if your reading this, I'm with you all the flippin way, who cares what people think!

I support the movement of the Good Shepherd Sisters, come join me...

Food, art, more food, and more art...

this is where most of the folks working in DBKK get their daily spply of "pisang Goreng" very sedaap, entah-entah diorang campur straw...hehe kidding, the fritters here are just plain nice.

My cousin ewan admiring the artwork my fiance made for me...hehe.

some of the stuff I produce at home. we gave this one away as gift to our ministry's guest. Interested? contact if you plan on giving people stuff like this...i'd be happy to help you out..

Ministry people, having supper after our weekly gathering, at auntie Pusing, Damai.

Hungry ministry people, they take their food seriously.

auntie nelia's tortilia

what you need are terung, telur and all those stuff you see up there.

kasi lenyek the terung in the telur like so...

after that kasi goreng sama dia...no more pictures after this, cuz telampau kesyokan mamam sudah. very easy and very sedaaaaap!